I played again today, lost a further 1500, propelling me into net loss territory careerwise.
That's my 9th session lost in a row, quite astounding considering that my career chance of losing any session was 43%.
Lost 600 on the last three hands of the first shoe alone, due to ploppy misplaying at third base on all 3 hands.
Having two bottom 2% (statistical) sessions in a row is itself no mean feat, a 1 in 2500 event.
This is definitively the end of my career, I still spent 90% of it in front. There is no longer any thrill in playing a game that feels like a 20% house edge game despite playing perfectly.
I cannot win even individual shoes, and even individual 5-minute stretches anymore.
I have NOT gone on tilt or missized my bets. I see all the cards laid out so this is not cheating.
If I continue playing, I will continue to lose 15% of my turnover every session and my entire bankroll will be gone in two or three weeks.
Thanks for the memories.
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