Originally Posted by
Exoter175
Sometimes things just don't work out, or work as they should. We all know this, we have all felt and experienced it, just as we've all felt and experienced things working as they should, or perhaps the counter to your situation, better than they should.
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act, for when I missed an opportunity or made an insignificant mistake that would have otherwise added to my bottom line.
Looking back on that now, its almost all completely gone. I've always been a confident individual, always been quick to build my spirits back up and keep a "positive vibe", but now I've settled into a very emotionless "robotic" mode. Not like how I imagine T3 all the time, but in the sense that I am exceptionally quick to "get over" something and back to what I'm doing. In all honesty, this isn't jusBLAH
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The reason I bring up this long personal reflection or narrative is because I think you might need to address your psyche and take a step back. If your game is sound, as it appears it is, then you need to address yourself first. How is your confidence? How is your self esteem? Do you need to congratulate yourself for an achievement? Are you running yourself into the ground emotionally because you aren't meeting your own expectations?
In all honesty, I find it important, very important to be able to self diagnose any psychological affects you might have that affect you from your game, or affect your game through you, and find a way to cope with or handle them, and then turn them into an energetic force that moves you forward.
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while, have decided to teach him the "true art" of casino hustling. We're talking APBJ, Comp Hustling, Machine Hustling, VUXing, Craps strategies, I mean the full repertoire of what I might do in a day. I've been "educating him" for the last 3 months now on various situations in the repertoire to the point where I now dedicate about 10-15 hours a week towards his education. Its been absolutely worth my time, and I've taken "care" to make sure that I've got the right "apprentice" for this, so that I don't inadvertently create more competition for myself in some aspects. The first month or so of his education, we covered a lot of the basics of the repertoire, like teaching him Hi-Lo, dice control, video poker basic strategies, what to look for on various machines that make them susceptible to AP plays, etc. There was a lot of knowledge that he had to digest, and more importantly to drill into his head and slightly change the way he might look at a machine or casino particularly. In the last 3-4 weeks or so, we've been taking nightly trips when I get "off" from my casino schedules, to run him through a couple local places that I frequent much less often than the BHAH
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we tend to become irrational and unfocused (quite possibly the worst combinations for any table player), or that when we get sad/let down/upset that we lost money when we expected to otherwise make it, we become almost "depressed" and when that happens we tend to look "backwards" and dwell on everything, and lose sight of what's important. In the case of VUXing that quite literally is getting to the NEXT play, and I hammered him on that explained that when he gets depressed about losing $10-20 in his first 15-20 plays it will affect you going forward. You will physically move slower (which is the ultimate killer in machine hustling), lose focus (very bad when you have to memorize ten different VP strategies), and that you'll lose your confidence (thus losing your drive and desire to improve).
Last week it finally hit him, and I have to say that I felt the sense of pride akin to a father watching his son grow up before him. We went out on our nightly run to clear out all the leftover VUXing machines, and about halfway through the night, while he was $5 down and I was about $75 up, he just runs circles around me all night long and stops to make a comment. He says "you know what, BLAH
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I ended up beating him thanks to my rugged good looks and natural charm (or maybe because I got extremely lucky on a VUX play) but he did exceptionally well, even after we started down on the first night thanks to some awful luck on some +EV machines.
The reason I wanted to share such novels with you isn't necessarily because of my own self reflection and narrative, but because we've all been there, and many of us for some reason couldn't figure out WHY we were encountering this streak or that streak or why they were happening in the first place. For most, myself included, it was because we became so immersed with "the game" or "the hustle" that we didn't find the time to take a step back and reflect and self-diagnose, and I think a few forum members have touched on that in the past but it isn't something we discuss as BLAH
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