I am noticing a definite pattern in my limited experience playing blackjack. A rather frustrating pattern. I'll win a decent amount, but then give it all back. This pattern repeats itself. The hundred dollar bills are gone from my wallet, and it feels so lonely and empty. With just boring old ones and fives and tens and twenties. I miss those hundreds. But I know they will be back based on the pattern. They are only gone temporarily, just like they were only there temporarily. It seems alittle surreal, maybe it is all a mirage.